Ever felt hopeless and your so depressed you can't even think straight. that's how i feel at the moment stress is part of me. I often ask myself If it will ever end. my body is in pain because of stress. I often feel like it will never end. Prayer is a foreign concept for me this days. I often blame my job, but the fact is my job has nothing to do with it. the choices I made put me here. What I need now is to make choices that will take me out of this situation. One thing I now is that six months from now I will be testifying about this.