DYING TO BE ME (THE GIRL INSIDE SCREAMING TO BE HEARD)

everyday I wake up in the morning free and without burdens. then as i prepare for my day start to take my friends with me one by one. stress, rejection, lack of respect etc. my inner person screams and wants to be released, she wants to be heard. As people disrespect her she cries silent cries and invisible tears streams down her face. All she wants is to be heard, to be respected and to be valued. She fights a losing battle everyday to be herself. as people trample on her day in day out, she screams at them with her silent voice and no one can her hear her, no one is willing to listen. She looks in the mirror and sees a stranger looking back. She tries to find meaning to her life, but finds none. she keeps on promising herself I will do better tomorrow, but nothing changes. She fights to be herself, she fights to be heard and understood.