This road has not been easy, oh how I wish sometimes life was as simple as ABC, at times I do not know what to do. It seems like the progress I had made now is broken in pieces. At times I wonder if am beyond redemption. I want to have an intimate relationship with God, but its difficult. I cannot even find time to read the bible. I am spiritually tired, even when I do find time to read the bible I get bored easily. this walk with Christ is anything but easy. I know it will be worth it at the end of the day. find strength to carry on and not go back is a task. God help me please how do I get through this point in my life where everything is just black and white.
Friends I will give a update next week on how feel and the challenging am facing.
Love in Christ Jesus
Jenn